The world came to an end

I didn't went to visit my cousin, suppose to visit her but the rain getting heavier. She left the world today on the 28/12/06 to heaven, everything just seems yesterday .. she was fine the other day and then the next day she is sick and next is she is gone .. T.T

why does God want to take her away so early? why dosen't any healing send to her? why?
i think i begin to hate God for taking her away, she is still so young and she just passed her 15th birthdate.

i think i am a very bad cousin to her, i wasn't able to visit her most of the time and i think i sucks too.

Will there be mirical?

i dun know seems to me tat life is no longer important, death just come easily and even sickness.
i am going to visit one of my cousin in kk later .. i dun know how long but i really hope tat she can have the strength to carry on. i pray in my heart tat this won't be the last christmas tat she is spending on the earth ..

this year before 2006 ends, my only wish is tat she can get well soon and live far more den 2006
why must God take her away in such a early age? can He not take her away from us?
ever since she was born it just seems like yesterday .. a baby to a teenager.. and things just turn out to be like tat .. i am very sad .. i dun want to lose anyone i know any more.

Friends if u are reading this page.. pls cherish the ppl around u before u start to regret, it will be too late by the time u know how to cherish .. that person is either gone or no longer beside u.

A busy day

I had a busy day at work, i thought today would be a doomed due to the crowd .. etc etc
lol something tat is so unexpected .. heh heh .. no ppl today wor.. but luckily all the eggs were solded heh heh. sigh tomorrow will be another hell day "Christmas" as another Ph ..
blehx .. good thing is i am partnering aunty tomorrow morning ... :P

haix

Yesterday while i was playing games.. a friend of mine msn me asked me.. hey how's life as usual i told him life sux.. and all those bad things just come to my mind suddenly i juz feel like cutting myself up again .. i dun know why but i am depressed .. sigh I hope tat these feeling will just go away ..

There was once this gal who fall madly in love with some one but tat some one dosen't appriciate her.. in the end the gal is just so sad...

a surprised evening

hmm why surprised? dunnoe wor , was playing my damn game as usual.. den suddenly in the noon jill called me and ask me out during evening.. says tat christopher wants to meet us lol..
i think hor i never expect christopher to be a teacher after all :o he went back to old secondary school to teach :o sigh ppl does change lol..

anyway lifes back to hell the damn fucker is back to work sigh.. i have to see how she scold me tomorrow .. suddenly call me ask me to do afternoon shift... )_#(%)$#%

another shocking news

Today after work i was like calling up a old friend of mine, catching up wif him and to my horror
He is wif another friend of mine together! :o :o ! lol maybe not horror lol heh heh
ever since last time i was asking A abt B both gave me negative ans .. they are not positive abt each other .. and now they ended up together lol..

something happened today .. knn i top up another 10 bucks.. because of shortage..
why am i always toping up constantly? -.-lll

_#%)*_#%#!_%$

Bias Bias Bias!

Why muz the damn fucking super be so damn fucking bias? when the other shift cashier says she dun know how to key in the promo thing and so when we exchange shift she pass me the money and ask me to key in promo for her after i changed my shift wif her i did key in everything tat i am suppose to do. At the end of the day i have shortage of 4 bucks, tat fucker ask me to top it up dun she know tat toping up the sales from shortage will cause me to be charged? damn her and wat's worst most of the time even it's shortage of 2 bucks she would wants me to top up the remaning of 1 buck if not she will give me tat kinda fucking look.

aww i wonder if it's gal A will she do tat no lor coz gal A is malaysian and she will help her
juz tat i am a damn pathatic fucking alien no one wants to care or bother with. All of them are baddies and they suck. BIAS why muz they be so damn fucking BIAS?! fuck them

Surprised morning call~~~

tmd today wake up thought sunday go work should be no other den half an hr later den usual time .. den in the end.. +#%*_+_$#%)@#$% morning call from my damn freaking supervisor ...
aww she say oh she forgot to tell me tat today openng shift is at 7 am muz reach instead of 7.30am reach there .. -.-lll i was like lol? u kidding or wat nvm so i was damn lucky to get a cab early in the morning 6.55 alright reach there abt 7 - 7.05 great she punched the card for me..
during work .. hey tat's wat i hate abt her .. tmd she blur liao den come infront mess up my counter .. in the end morning sales is only 900 plus bucks.. kao if i were her .. dun care le!
i would juz take all the order .. collect all the money den make eggs abt 5 tubs at 1 shot ..

haix i dun know wat to say abt her la.. now tat she missed out on most of the eggs sale..
den manager will start to say it's me i make the sales go down de -.-llll
help!~ can some one help me to get out of this damn freaking working place? even during sleep time i can dream of tat horrible terrible vegetable witch!
and i start to talk during my sleep .. wat do u think?~ + she is a regular back stabber ..
just to help her damn malaysia gal ~~ -.-llll

another day~

Yesterday went out wif my work mate, to orchard to see the christmas lighting and at the same time to see other outlet of the company lol. bo liao i know but it's quite fun to go out in a group after work to relax especially after facing those idoits at work will make u go crazy.

here are some of the pics :D
wat's worst ...
TMD they make me wear christmas hat during work #_($#)&*$% so hot loh!