Hellgate London official launch pics

Eeek

pui today after waking up i went back to sleep again and i was having a daymare yucks,
in the land of resident evil omg~ to get some items from B1 and back to the surface lvl 1 it is so scary ~ u won't know until u are walking there wif a family member ~~~ it just feel so real as if u are in that place and u get goose bumps all over ur body hoping that there isn't any freaking zombie out there ~ >< good thing my daymare didn't really have any zombie appearing xD

and i woke up with a shock :S

what the ~

what the shit man , from tuesday till wednesday i was really wif cursed wif bad luck sia
tuesday kana scolded by the damn bloody fker delivery man _l_ his workload is heavy does tat mean tat he can vent his anger on me? >< and on wednesday nite my ex called me up and asked me tons of question -.- pls lah ~ i decided to ditch u stop calling me when u have no more gf or what ever shit going on u are no longer in my life ever since tat day u ask me to paid up the 7250 hp money back i have nothing to do with u any more maybe i should change my hp no.

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Do you know of my existance?

Do u know of my existance ? Do u ever notice me? NO! no one cares no one notice me ~ i think i am slowly fading away ~ maybe some how some day even if i die ~ no one even knows abt it coz i am always not in the lime light. I know ~ i am not attractive ~ not skinny not even good enough for anyone. No one takes notice abt me NO one every one is just so comsumed abt themselves
I, Me AND MYSELF and who cares abt me? no one loh.

I have no identity ~ i am just a extra in this world

Oh wat a day

tmd what a day met so many fucking problematic customers -.- i dun know why when did i start to hate saturday and sunday.. ever since the first time i kana those kinda ridddiculars complain abt the waiting time _l_ oh come on loh u no need to wait eh? today is a super bad day worst still some one called me and ask me something early in da morning >< awww it's not tat the phone make me wake up it's my parents zzzz they woke up wif a shocked and they stare at me
-.-lll

Another day for housework

Aww another spring cleaning in my bed area ... ewww i haven't been very hardworking for keeping my bed area clean zzzz. now i am suffering very bad flu ... or rather nose allergy

Bored weekend SUper bored ~~~~ what to do? what can be worst than clearing leave ? another 3 days to go ewww...

FK SEA

fuck sia i went to see the result today in the audition webpage, guess what? they are just as bia as habbo pls lor no picture just plain words will win the fucking bday card competition. WHAT"s wrong wif my card? fuck lor they should just give the last 2 slot to other ppl instead of tat same gal _l_ _l_ fuck lor SEA SUXS now they have no songs every song is the same. Keep telling ppl that there are licening problem hey that's their fucking problem lor either they get it fix or more ppl gona quit tat fucking game lor.

_l_ bias sia

wow .. u are so sacrastic

wow, i show my art work to most of my close friend in msn guess what
overly excited can cause ur excitment to die faster. I just merly show some one else in my so call Guild mate in audition and she is overly sacrastic cristize from head to toe abt the colours everything. I dun think she knows what is art, hand drawn art and probably she dun understand a shit what the hell i am talking about. HAND DRAWN ART not computer graphics
she just took the screen shot i sent her and make it some other thing in the computer graphics thingy. when i told her it's hand drawn she is like telling me hey i am better then u but how come i dun see her participate in the same event? dun bull shit lor .. damn u ~ if u are good go and take part in the competition doh -.-

sick of this world, in this world no one is pefect and worst still no one can be trusted .

life ~

Today is the last day of the hungry ghost festival, ppl are burning joss paper on the way while i was on the way back home. i can't help but to wonder, how is my cousin doing after life ?
or there isn't any after life at all...

Is there anything to look forward to life? nothing really bothers me now.
the last thing i only want to know is When will be my last day on earth ?

after so long ..

wow i didn't know tat i haven't got any time to update my own blog after so long
well wat happen was i was sent to clark quay (The Central) for 1 mth ( i think so) *gaps* lol
the boss there were super nice to me well .. too bad so sad tat i didn't stay there due to the timing i guess .. ^.^ i went back to funan after the date due.

Another phone call of the day~

Well when i reach home i got a phone call from a friend in another place ~ she told me
tat why did i go around telling ppl in bishan abt promotion? Do u know it resulted tat Wendy saying tat who she think she is who want to promote her? omg when i heard tat news i was disappointed. Why is it everything always me? tmd lor i only told Jenny tat bloody fker tat i was learning to order things tat's all gona promote but haven promote ~ why me again?

Dosen't she know tat by saying this ~ she is making me feeling so sick tat i won't go down to J8 any more even they ask me to go back i won't step in again ~ I hate jenny lor bloody bitch
while i was in Bishan she make everyone sick of her now tat i transfered away from her
still want to back stab me ~ Fk KKKKkkkk

long time bo blog liao!

Long time long long time~~~~ boh blog liao~~ omg ~ super bz la, recently alot of shit happen in the company wat happen was one day i was working as usual tat bloody bitch juz stared at me as if i did something wrong trying to find fault with me when i did nothing wrong .. omg i dun know wat the fuck i did. while i was talking to another cashier, she say dun try to use words to spike me ~~ i know ur histroy in bishan ~ oh man this phase provoked me to the max i told her on the spot eh u think i talking abt u ? i didn't even meantion ur damn name -.- i said pls lor if u wana say like tat i go find Marvin to talk to us. On saturday Marvin came ~ and i told him every shit tat she did to me Marvin dun believe me i scream at him i said if u really think tat she is so good Pls lor go and ask everyone in the company and see wat they say. She really have prejusticed against me lor >.<

On Sunday, i asked for transfer to the central Mall Marvin asked Jimmy but Jimmy rejected and said tat he dun allow me to transfer over there. He started to ask Marvin wat happen but Marvin didn't told him wat happen between me and tat bloody bitch. while i was talking to him i was literally begging him to let me go~ i told him he didn't know wat really happen. Good thing he did, he really went to ask one by one and most of them told him wat happen

Today, Marvin told me tat all the aunty said the same thing so he know tat i didn't lie to him
ask me to give tat bitch sometime to change.. i told him tat i juz wanted to let tat bitch know tat i am super not happy wif her >.<

I am glad tat i told him everything ever since the first day i came in to this new outlet.. she is like making me nuts ~

la la

today is juz so damn funny during work though it is tired ... oh man .. full day lei :S
heh anyway i laugh so hard during work until my manager is staring at me but that's nothing bleh :x he dun care de la as long as it dun affect the customer can le :P one of the work mate crack some silly R rated jokes and it was so funny ..

I had a hard time yesterday wheather should i go and clairfy with my manager abt what those fuckers in the work say some bull shit abt me behind my back. After a long time of struggling
i finally asked him the Qns : Eh.. what did the brewer say abt me? @)$(!@$ he say i dun want to change the coffee izzit?

After some confrontation, he told me everything was a misunderstanding .. dun juz believe in what other ppl say unless u have heard it ur self .. sigh bodoh me ..
pai seh nia~ :P

another day have passed ~

Sunday, raining day ~

Why izzit tat my wish only fufill half? wouldn't it be wonderful if he really msg me ?
every time i stare at msn there's always slience .. not a single msg from him ...
why muz it always i am the one who is making the first move? haix .. he is online now ~ no msg yet ~ i am feeling sad again ~

today i had my supper wif my family ~ *lou Hei* haix suppose to be happy, no idea why
every time it's juz the sight of him in my msn list ba ~ i remember those things tat he said ...
everything seems to be like a dream ~

not msging me rite nvm, wait until one day u are finally msging me ~ i might be dead some where in sg ~ i guess ha .. i am juz a pathatic gal who is waiting for someone ~ for a very long time but tat person juz dun seems to be taking notice of me no matter how long i wait, how muz i prove my sincerity towards him? I am tired ~ i wish i can dream of him tonight just like wat i did in the morning i dreamt abt i was on vacation in auzzie but no idea which part but tat place is just so relaxing ~ with big blue sea ... and smiling ppl around me .. no worries ..

Wow ! it's ang pao time!

wah today is the happiest day in my working day in funan why? coz today no one scolds me
or kick my arse ^^ and i receive tons of ang pao from all my work mate muwahaha
surprise~ today i saw my sec sch teacher it's like Wah ! why is he here ? lol... i remember last yr he came and saw me in j8 too :o wat a coincidence lol ..

any way this yr i feel tat it's not so happening during lunar new yr .. why? coz .. every where is closed! aww .. anyway today is super free and i was talking to the brewer .. i asked her why izzit tat everytime when i talk to those manager or higher position ppl esp male boss~ my supervisor is giving me the black face? aww am i not suppose to talk to them ? :P she told me she is slightly unbalanced ba :D hahaa .. hope tat tomorrow i dun kana any scolding from tat bloody bitch again during work. haix tomorrow blood test and the next day after tomorrow i am going to see doc
hair keep falling omg .. am i going to become bootak ? T.T

long time no blog

sigh~ been super duper bz these past week CNY is around the corner in fact next week is the festive seasion ... but there is nothing for me to look forward to this yr. In fact i juz miss him so much ..~~ there i go again hmm i think i didn't see him online for abt 6 mths plus le ba .. wonder how is he doing.. maybe he got a gf ~ and doing all his work .. shouldn't have disturb him..
why am i still holding on to something tat is impossible and still having hopes in this relationship? every time i ask myself this question, i just can't bring an valid answer to that question ~ how? just miss him soooo much .. can he just appear online and talk to me for just once ? can't he just spare 5 mins for me?

*sobs*

Everyday is a sucky day

Sigh why is everyday a torture to me? got to face tat idoit woman ~ got to follow her orders
and worst of all everytime i tell my manager what happen he juz says malaysian is like tat
the way she talk is like juz so rude ~ -.- i dun see other ppl behave like tat lei why is my manager always siding her? wat's worst most of the time she is still damn bias against her friend .. giving her most of the overtime benefits and rest of the ppl dun benefit any shit from her. Most of the time i dun get any scolding from her is when manager is there .. omg is she crazy or wat appear to be super good mood or wat ever is she unbalanced? i doubt so ba ...
>.<

ha ~ she is juz so fake

Why would my supervisor becoming so fake? zzzzz today when marvin the manager came .. she is like so friendly .. "acts friendly" ... tmd so fake ... i was telling the rest of the ppl ...
she is like so gian nan ren .. bleh! she sux! .. i just hate her to the core .. dun know la .. blehx
anyway .. everyday is a nightmare with her .. haix.. i just wish that day can come faster ..
when i can go out and meet lav, memo, ting and maybe lucky enough find vivi .. lol..
i dun know if vivi can make it anot .. well.. hope tat day will come and we can just play at pc bunk ~

Recently he have appear online in my msn again .. didn't msg him, dun have the courage to msg him.. guess everything is over sigh .. V day is coming again guess this yr will be spending alone again .. heh .. sad .. never have receive any flowers in my entire life .. haix .. maybe the only time i will get flowers will be the day i die ba tsk tsk ~ sad hor hmm dun have the looks tat i deserve flowers .. oh ya someone gave me 1 stalk of rose before .. tat person is Jill ~ best buddy
haix .. seems to be like a failure ~ no achievement in finding someone to share those special moments with me haix so sad ~

why are all the guys so despo?

Recently i saw hong jian bring another gal walking pass the shop.. and den guess wat mei fong juz said woah ur new gal ah? den ur gf how ? he still have the cheek to ask mei fong pretty ma?
kao this kinda guy also got .. tmd wonder who is the unlucky one to be his gf ..
-.-
the next thing ... while i was playing games, ppl keep asking me friendster la etc etc
age la .. thou i dun mind dosen't mean tat i dun really care it seems to be like guys are all despo
none of them are good -.- pardon me for saying this but it juz show me the fact that they are like tat -.-ll

changes are still going on in the company .. Jimmy is now in charge of most of the thing
which i think he is super troublesome... -.- tmd have to report all the things to him bleh! His suck up assitant rebekka -.- kana sai! see only ppl on the high lvl dun even bother abt crew
-.- wat kinda manager ? kana sai manager ! like snoob keep staring at the sky -.-
as a supervisor/ manager we have to be humble and most of the time crew comes first rather den to be suck up under boss' ball

hmm ~~

another day have passed .. today is my off day! .. tmd no day no night work until dun even have the time to eat .. zhu ba jie! dun they find tat this place is so damn sian? haix... anyway .. today while i was gaming.. some one ask my hp. no. wah .. something tat is not exciting any more since tat person wana have my no. just give lor but den hor i think i will never meet up tat person ..
ever wonder why my friendster and msn no picture ? coz i know none of the ppl who meet me will meet me up the second time .. so why bother to put my picture in msn and friendster?
heh heh .. dun wana the entire world knows how does this Miss Joy look like ...

most of the time i think i look like miss piggy ba :P well maybe x 3 times horrible den her...
not pretty at all .. hmm super ugly hahahaa..

damn i am having fever + sore throat and nose block .. eeeee
when will i recover ? so damn sick..

sick sick bleh~

omg i am sick .. i think i have talk too much today .. too many ppl come ..
i dun know if i will be able to work ma... shit.. sigh .. anyway taken a few panadol ..
and i think i am not going to recover so soon ..
sigh

sleeping time ...