another day have passed ~

Sunday, raining day ~

Why izzit tat my wish only fufill half? wouldn't it be wonderful if he really msg me ?
every time i stare at msn there's always slience .. not a single msg from him ...
why muz it always i am the one who is making the first move? haix .. he is online now ~ no msg yet ~ i am feeling sad again ~

today i had my supper wif my family ~ *lou Hei* haix suppose to be happy, no idea why
every time it's juz the sight of him in my msn list ba ~ i remember those things tat he said ...
everything seems to be like a dream ~

not msging me rite nvm, wait until one day u are finally msging me ~ i might be dead some where in sg ~ i guess ha .. i am juz a pathatic gal who is waiting for someone ~ for a very long time but tat person juz dun seems to be taking notice of me no matter how long i wait, how muz i prove my sincerity towards him? I am tired ~ i wish i can dream of him tonight just like wat i did in the morning i dreamt abt i was on vacation in auzzie but no idea which part but tat place is just so relaxing ~ with big blue sea ... and smiling ppl around me .. no worries ..

Wow ! it's ang pao time!

wah today is the happiest day in my working day in funan why? coz today no one scolds me
or kick my arse ^^ and i receive tons of ang pao from all my work mate muwahaha
surprise~ today i saw my sec sch teacher it's like Wah ! why is he here ? lol... i remember last yr he came and saw me in j8 too :o wat a coincidence lol ..

any way this yr i feel tat it's not so happening during lunar new yr .. why? coz .. every where is closed! aww .. anyway today is super free and i was talking to the brewer .. i asked her why izzit tat everytime when i talk to those manager or higher position ppl esp male boss~ my supervisor is giving me the black face? aww am i not suppose to talk to them ? :P she told me she is slightly unbalanced ba :D hahaa .. hope tat tomorrow i dun kana any scolding from tat bloody bitch again during work. haix tomorrow blood test and the next day after tomorrow i am going to see doc
hair keep falling omg .. am i going to become bootak ? T.T

long time no blog

sigh~ been super duper bz these past week CNY is around the corner in fact next week is the festive seasion ... but there is nothing for me to look forward to this yr. In fact i juz miss him so much ..~~ there i go again hmm i think i didn't see him online for abt 6 mths plus le ba .. wonder how is he doing.. maybe he got a gf ~ and doing all his work .. shouldn't have disturb him..
why am i still holding on to something tat is impossible and still having hopes in this relationship? every time i ask myself this question, i just can't bring an valid answer to that question ~ how? just miss him soooo much .. can he just appear online and talk to me for just once ? can't he just spare 5 mins for me?

*sobs*

Everyday is a sucky day

Sigh why is everyday a torture to me? got to face tat idoit woman ~ got to follow her orders
and worst of all everytime i tell my manager what happen he juz says malaysian is like tat
the way she talk is like juz so rude ~ -.- i dun see other ppl behave like tat lei why is my manager always siding her? wat's worst most of the time she is still damn bias against her friend .. giving her most of the overtime benefits and rest of the ppl dun benefit any shit from her. Most of the time i dun get any scolding from her is when manager is there .. omg is she crazy or wat appear to be super good mood or wat ever is she unbalanced? i doubt so ba ...
>.<