wow .. u are so sacrastic

wow, i show my art work to most of my close friend in msn guess what
overly excited can cause ur excitment to die faster. I just merly show some one else in my so call Guild mate in audition and she is overly sacrastic cristize from head to toe abt the colours everything. I dun think she knows what is art, hand drawn art and probably she dun understand a shit what the hell i am talking about. HAND DRAWN ART not computer graphics
she just took the screen shot i sent her and make it some other thing in the computer graphics thingy. when i told her it's hand drawn she is like telling me hey i am better then u but how come i dun see her participate in the same event? dun bull shit lor .. damn u ~ if u are good go and take part in the competition doh -.-

sick of this world, in this world no one is pefect and worst still no one can be trusted .

life ~

Today is the last day of the hungry ghost festival, ppl are burning joss paper on the way while i was on the way back home. i can't help but to wonder, how is my cousin doing after life ?
or there isn't any after life at all...

Is there anything to look forward to life? nothing really bothers me now.
the last thing i only want to know is When will be my last day on earth ?