dark side era

Friday, April 04, 2008

spoiled day

I went to visit Man Li after the visit to the SGH, after that i went down to Bishan today and later to takashimaya and finally bugis supposed to be a pefect day~ i actually found ayumi's dome tour disc 2001 i was suppose to be happy, it juz dun sell anymore in the market.

Why is my day spoiled ? i told Meow that i can't take the honey anymore because the honey makes me sick it is very heaty, she asked me how much honey did i took i told her that i took half of table spoon and she was like screaming table spoon and tea spoon difference and i told her
table spoon is juz like soup spoon whereas tea spoon is those we stir coffee spoons. later on while we were having dinner at the hawker centre, we talk abt tea spoon and table spoon again she was yelling at me in front of the table i was like .. wtf nid u be so fierce?

while she was walking towards the bugis street i asked her why are we here, she was like talking in a pissed manner i thought i told u that i wanted to buy shoes. Nvm i followed her behind trying to catch up and she juz turned and said i dun want to go liao and she just stormed off
walk away without waiting for me.

wtf did i do wrong this time ? every time when she needs me i am there for her when everytime when i nid her where is she ? i am feeling very sad today ~ EMO~
can some one pls juz kill me ?

my one and only best friend is turning her back against me ~ walking away more and more from me i couldn't see her face anymore ~ and as i turn and walk i feel pain in my heart ~ a pain that is undescribable i am lonely most of the time now i have to learn to deal wif it how to be solo for the rest of my life ~ can God pls gimme strength to carry on the things i am doing everyday? i dun want to be solo anymore.