he just nag and nag and nag saying that i didn't see him in the queue .Wtf i mean the bloody damn queue is so long and u are day dreaming along the line not queueing how would i know the next thing i know was another person standing infront of me and by the time i serve him he start to nag nag nag nag . At first i tried to ignore him and smile at him after a while he start to NAG EVEN MORE. fk it and say why so slow and things like that nvm the best thing is he said that i am so big, fat and he dun wish to see my face . execuse me ? does fat / big / fat arse have anything to do with customer service at counter front ? I got so pissed and i say Ehh uncle no nid to wait no nid to queue ah ? serve u only la ? than he say oo i dunnoe DAMN him i tell u DAMN HIM than he say u dun be rude i know ur boss , i got really pissed to the max le OK LOR PLS GO AHEAD AND COMPLAIN ME go LA -.- like i care ? if one day i got fired i would be so happy why ? because i already loose intrest in this job too many disappointment too many times and things that happen no one is there to help me in the work. Do i need to say more?
yea looking forward to YSL's K session with miao and everyone else. well in a way something sux not ysl but things in life ... yea.. can't write much here. hahhaa
ppl just love to make use of me , when i am useless they just throw me aside fail to appreciate me learnt my lesson the hard way. Got use come to me no use just turn their back against me fine
from now on Joy will not be the nice miss joy again she will turn into a devil.
she will not be soft hearted towards certain things anymore, call me a person who doesn't care abt other ppl's feeling than does others care abt how i feel ? nope. they just hurt me even more
i just wish to isolate myself. . i dun really know what i am doing already i am lost i am no longer myself sometimes because i just want to please everyone thinking that things will just be the way as it is but i am damn damn wrong T.T i end up being sucked dried like a piece of salted fish hanging in the air.
Miao asked me to let go of all those things i can't i wish i can but i can't part of me hatred is boiling and awakening i am going to become a very terrible person soon. I thought i could let go
but hell no. it is so hard until, i feel like chopping that person head off you know ?
ppl around me look at my status, how much education i have am i attached am i rich ?
does that matter ? when they found out that i do not have O lvl for certain ppl
they just look down at me. Fine but i can do some other things that u can't do
hahah .. some just find me for the sake of the things i can do and after that o game over
leave me aside again ..
hahhhaa life suxs i think i write too much today. .
