dark side era

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

sian sian sian

some rdm thoughts in my head today, have all my friends in my life changed?
or is it because joy is extreamly nice nice to make use? or are u really treating me as a friend?
for a while i thought i could really make friends outside but looks like i was damn wrong
ppl make use of me, be it in games , external events they just find that whenever they need help
i would be obliged to help them. why is it so ? because i look like a trustworthy person and u can bully me?

come on i am a person, i have feelings u think u want to throw me aside cast me away and that's it.
let me tell u, u are so wrong because u loose me as a friend.

Why ? i treat u with respect and everything and u just want to chuck it aside. u want to turn ur face away from me than turn away ... fine don't come and find me for help because in my heart u are already those kind of person who will only come to me when u need help when u dun need help u will put me aside u can even don't talk to me.

dun expect me to ask u out anymore because u fly me aeroplane most of the time u can might as well be a pilot.