dark side era

Monday, January 31, 2011

A very bad day

I hate this world i hate hate hate i wish i could just die straight away ! why must i have this kind of friend ? keep being so negative everyday, worrying abt how ppl look how ppl think.
laughing at other ppl.

I really really really hate, hate my family ~ HATE ..

i dun know myself any more i think i am going to collaspe any time ~ i dun know ~
on the verge of madness.


Are u really my friend?

Sometimes i really wonder ~ are u my friend in the first place ?~

it seems to be like the longer i know the more i feel u are another

complete stranger to me. The same person over the years yet changes

in your characteristic, you no longer cares about how others feel

and have no more compassion towards your closest friend.

Are u really my friend? or I had made a mistake for taking you as my friend?

or you are not my friend at all.

Arn't all friends suppose to share sorrows and pain together ?
but you just seems to be like making use of me, one fine day i saw
your true colour. You are no longer my friend, u source for ppl who
are intresting to be with and dump me aside. I doubt you can remember
how we became friends, the process now you tell me to get lost and ignore
me in your OTHER friend's prescence. Had i ever treated you that way ?

I will erase you from my head and will never remember you as my friend any more.
you just want people to hang out with you and you don't want to know what the other
party is facing. You just think abour Yourself that's all III MMEMEMEME
what about "friend" ? no you just make use of her at your own convience.

Now i know i have no value for you to make use of me anymore.

I just HATE HATE everyone in this world.
HATE.

u used to tell me, it takes a lot of effort to hate a person
no now it is effortless to hate you.

you sucks, you are no different from those morrons out there.