He don't appears to miss me.. he comes back or reach other places. Maybe what i asked of him is too much.. he doesnt have time for me ... even he has free time it is on his own.. with him without him feels the same.. i like him v much but whats the use ? I dont know how does he feels abt me..
I learnt alot of new things i cannot show my insecurities towards him because he will nver get it the fact that he asked how was i the next day of the hospital trip really really makes me v sad. Even as friends u would ask if someone goes hospital u would normally ask o why u go hospital o are u ok ? On the day itself, maybe he is just not so into me i guess. Even if he has free time he would spent it on his own instead with me. He has no time for me, every time he will be going overseas to work. I know work is very busy sometimes he will just disappear like that for a day? Or sometimes he disappear for 3 days striaght. To him patience is everythig yea, but he doesnt show his affection for mewhy does it just feel that a month r/s was as if a r/s that lasted for a year and start to loose it's flame? Hot and cold..
