It seems that ppl are always forgetting me, alright i suck. No matter wtf i did was wrong, always give ppl the wrong impression. Nobody's best friend, ppl would only think abt me when they need to do things other than that. If i die that is my problem I am feeling depressed lately seems to be like no matter how i try to change things will never change it would always repeat again and again.
sometimes and many times i just feel like just jump down a building or something end this shity life
i feel so alone most of the time. Why ? because i am invisible ? because i am a loner ? i don't know.
often i would be left aside. I feel so stress during work i feel even stress when i am outside i really really do not know wth i should do anymore.
Walking to the road of darkness again, i wonder how long will i be able to get the shit of of it.
is there something wrong with me? or am i just too weird ? maybe it's because i am just too fat
i really really don't know perhaps a curse was place on me and i am so unpopular ? ppl just find me boring after a while ? i really don't know .
Preparing to rot tml again. *rotting in process*
dark side era
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