sob sob

started work 3 days .. my thoughts monsterous.. never ending.. i filed alot of docs. until i want to cry .. went for exam today. i wana cry from after work but i didn't i questioned myself alot of times.. have i made the correct choice going over to Lisa side? because to me from what i see is
i am more of a hinderance than help to Lisa.. i dunnoe .. i might get what i wanted .. an office job
but still i don't know what i want. I know this is a good opputunity but haiz..
yes look at it this way Boss is nice but things is like overloaded .. i am stressed and at the same time depressed.. 1. i can't see my family members.. 2. i can't do alot of things ..
but if i dun stay there and finish my things i will never gona finish it on time ..
I am very stressed.. VERY.. omg can God pls help me gimme wisdom?

Evelyn knows that i quitted retail line.. she popped a question in my head.. u are not getting any younger.. think abt ur future.. what kind of life do u want? if u dun wana work in the retail line anymore than why are u taking up this course? and is office really what u wanted ? because it is a really different enviroment ..

Let me have a different taste of enviroment for a while.. ever since ITE till now i was actively looking for an office admin type of job but no one wants me to work for them..
now i have the chance and boss is kind enough to let me learn in her company she even wants to bring me along for company trip to thailand..