depressed ..

sometimes i asked myself why am i trying so hard? At the end of the day, i am still left with nothing .. i mean comeon ... wtf ? I sacrfised my time with family .. i dun even find space to breath anymore? .. Yes. boss is nice to me i agree but B is not. everytime u see her all the bad memories starts to haunts u .. -.- .. seriously ..

today Boss' hubby ask me was i sick on the phone, why am i talking so softly ?

i replied him .. it is because i did something wrong hence when the phone rang, i thought she called me to scold me..

Tim says.. it is normal de la.. working life is like that no matter where u work just that .. u learn from the mistakes.. even if i am not working for my current boss the next time i go other place i will face the same problem .. Tim, sometimes it is not that i wish to say but ur wife really has mood swing.. and the more she scold me the more song she feels that's what i think nah .. hur hur but yes i agree with u go where also the same sometimes buay gum with colleagues but do u know my pain ?

Made a new wish.. i wish to leave this place .. when i have a chance, perhaps next year or so..

seems to be like .. the only thing holding me back will be my boss.. yes she can be the nicest boss but at the same time monster killer.. zzz she cannot tolorate any single mistakes..

stress. . .. stress ... to work under her.. omg ...

Btw haru anniversary party is coming, i hope she receives my email and let me join in the competition ? lol ...