End of a suffering morning -

Yesterday reach home at 9 pm.. tmd my father fighting with me a bath room ..
End up he went to use the bathroom first, so i cannot use have to wait for him in the end guess wat .. #_)%*#_)%#*_%!@ he is using the phone in the bath room and bathe for 1 hr )#(*%_#@)%* as a result i have to suffer a tough morning due to lack of sleep )_+#*%_+#)%*_+# stupid sia .. and wat's more i talked abt the nightmare with my friend on msn he said .. nvm coz "he" is a human and he is damn bz with games oh well, ya true. Dun nid to msg me over msn coz i am nobody to him ha ha why am i so stupid? waiting for something tat won't come true trying to dream of something tat is impossible. worst still trying to wait for someone who dun even know tat i am waiting for him.

Begining of another bad day~

I had another nitemare again .. :( i am sad in fact i dream abt him, thou i had never see him before. I just feel so much ... in my dream, I dreamt tat he came and find me at the same time he know some other gals and even had a gf.

But i am surprised tat my reaction was oh isit ? I know tat gal is ur gf I wish u all the best but feeling heart ache and walk away. Could it be tat in reality he already have a gf? maybe who knows ...

Another Day passed ~

Today suffer for another day .. well.. I am the runner for the day sigh, Tat bloody bitch just wouldn't let me touch the counter at all ..
>.< BITCH!!! just know how to say tat i am slow .. how abt her? she is equally as slow as me ... in my mind i am always thinking of going back to Bishan .. but i know in my heart tat i dun think i even have a chance of going back any more. The next worst thing i know is to change job i dun think i will even have bonus for this yr.

Sigh .. see how ba ..

Things get better

By now things have gotten better during work, ^^ things start to go on smoothly compare to day 1 haix.. sometimes after i blog so much in my own blog i wonder who da hell would actually read wat the hell i blog inside here :P

anyway, there are ppl who are bad there in the new branch well bad as in they can phone and tell manager tat u are slow .. etc etc .. ha ha anyway who cares? if they think tat i cannot make it den pls throw me fire me out of the company.. :P

Tomorrow is the dinner event .. by right i am looking forward to it but den .. TOmorrow i am on fucking morning shift !!!! jiu ming ah!!! i dun know if i can wake up a not i hate working during morning nehx!

>.<

First day of closing ~

Well i am very bz haix, lazy, and tired! lol after i learn opening i have to learn closing. Now this particular supervisor is soooo cute u know why? coz when she put up the memo.. she dun know a damn single thing for the memo .. ha ha ..
the memo writes .. " to manager and supervisor" ....

and the head manager ask her to put up the A4 size memo for customer to see should be the other copy.. "dear customer, blah blah"
I dun know wat to say abt her i told her tat's the wrong paper she seems not to be bother with me .. diao~ nvm let's see wat happen norx. Told her le wrong copy she wouldn't listen :P

wow after closing it's 9 pm so early .. ^^

Movie Review ~ DOA Dead or Alive

I was pretty nervous for the first sunday at funan it is quite free. I was expecting a crowd but in the end seems to be like lesser crowd for today :o

I went to catch a movie with Jill Yesterday during holiday at saturday was expecting to watch "the Gurdian" but in the end we didn't manage to catch tat movie but instead we watched "DOA" Dead or Alive :o pretty cool movie most of the time with those pretty babes with hot bodies but one of my favourite is "katsumi" The Japanese princess of a particular clan she is so beautiful with brown long hair and hazel colour eyes ^^ a typical japanese looking gal.

Katsumi went to DOA island to look for her missing brother which most of the ppl told her tat her brother was dead 4 yrs ago during a fight at DOA island. She refused to believe the Clan and decided to leave the castle, creating alot of problems for herself once she leave the castle. The clan will kill her if she leaves the castle on her own.

Now this DOA island have more den it meets the eye, the island host Donovan is a bad guy who trys to get fighters to go to the top and the final 4 remaining ppl in the group end up being tied up and download their fighting style into the computer and send out to the various fighters to make them stronger.

While during all these Katsumi saw her Brother alive . . . .

New discovery

I discovered something else today after work a aunty told me tat the supervisor dun know english de :o ok tat explains why when i order "BS" she dun understand instead of asking me to say out the full word "butter sugar" lousy super .. >.<
nvm since she want me to do her style let it be but she just wouldn't teach me how nia nvm ^^ i use my own method insted and so i wrote on the pieace of receipt "LS"
and she frown at me again saying tat i wrote in english .. kao wat u want? like tat also cannot like this also cannot den? why not u do it urself let me go behind and do toasting isn't it better? :P

nvm i shall try again on sunday .. let's see how

I have already promised Yan Li tat i will try my best at the new outlet i have given her my word and will not go back on wat i promised her so let's see how this bloody bitch do to me

End of another day :o

oh man early in the morning while i was combing hair i discover my hair drop alot :o
_#)%*@_+#% for the past few days i am not eating well tmd.. so sad now i lose hair.
Good thing today someone came down talk to me the head of manager. aww she come down the power so big eh? Ha ha not bad even able to get the bitch to talk to me

Bitch say she thought i know everything -.- tmd.. as if wor if i know everything i wouldn't be here le down here is ur territory ur say i have no say wor i dun know anything wor so she have to teach me la _#@%*@_#% tmd is tat how u treat ppl who know everything? >.<

The head manager say why am i looking so sad? and why am i not smiling like i do in Bishan ? wat makes me so sad suddenly .. i say alot of things .. and i started to cry T.T i dun know la so sad
i told her everything .. haix .. she made me feel better at least she is nice gal.
If she never appear together with my manager today i guess i would be dead long ago le .. ^^

Depression over!

Finally i know why tat bitch is so bitchy le ^^ she just got promoted 2 weeks ago.
Oh so wat? i make sure i find something to demote her to revange for wat the fuck she did to me. Oh she very good in every area eh? thinking tat i am a threat to her eh? dun wana teach me how to make eggs eh?

go fuck off loh +#_%(#@+_%(# as if i cannot make it without u.
Go to hell man BITCH !

Depression

I am into deep depression, I am crying after every day's work Today is my 2nd day
I didn't eat much for the past 2 days and today from morning till now i haven eaten anything yet. I am just too sad to eat anything, i dun know why.. But i just feel like dying, I feel so miserable. Only if He can msg me on msn to encourage me for just this once, i really feel very miserable. I dun know why, i really feel like dying, taking panadol with coke with alot of panadol..
falling into deep sleep and not to wake up again i feel so miserable.
it's just because of jin feng tat bloody bitch.
i hate her far worst den Jenny, They are about the same lah. Why? they are all so proud of themself their english is equally bad.

I hate Jin feng, she is such a bloody bitch as if she is only the best the rest of the ppl are inferior to her. Pls la sweet she talk to those caucasion pronouse as "shit" Try as "tray"
-.- if ur english is bad dun fight with me to talk to a caucasion pls, they will think tat u are asking them to eat shit ^^

First sucky day at work (new branch)

Wat the fuck man, thought new place new beginning first of all i am damn fucking wrong i went and i cried there. I feel so sad, first of all the damn fucking supervisor dun care abt you. As if i know where are all the things suppose to put and do wat -.- FUCKER loh dun bully ppl until this kinda extend lah we are all working in the same company u should take care of newbie from other branch transfer de. damn it

After lunch, she took out a pieace of sales form and put behind the table after tat when it's 1 o clock i am done with my things and next thing is to count my money as usual God damn knows wat's she's thinking fuck sia she just ignore me when i dun know wat to do with the God forsaken money. As if i know put where she ignore me >.<
I swear after bonus i am not going to stay in tat fucking company, come on loh from the way i have the experiance i will not lose out to u loh. Dun nid to treat me like tat.

Today's last day

Today's the last day at bishan, i tried to sleep but i juz can't sleep
tomorrow will be a new beginning for me. I should be happy but instead when i try to sleep when i close my eyes i just cannot forget abt the image abt bishan. Everything will be changed .. from this moment .. i just can't help it but to feel sad, i dun know why but i just cannot remember bull dog's face. Now he is no longer the man tat i hate, THe man tat i really hate now is CLIVE -.-lll he is really an arse hole. When ppl are working he says tat u are not working not doing anything at all

Now everything is over, my adventure at funan shall begins. I will visit my nai ma some day to update her more . Today when i see Kenneth (causeway) boss i feel tat he is having a bad time i guess from the look from his face. All i can say is
who ask them to be so stingy.. if he hasn't been so stingy, his business wouldn't fail until so badly.

Looking forward to the dinner :P:P

Relationship issue

oh my gut, tomorrow is my last day in Bishan. haix i will miss the charcoal there ~ lol. The bloody next day, morning shift haix.

Why is it tat everyone around me keep on telling me abt bgr things? is BGR so important? i dun really think so, i used to think tat having a bf is good. Until "he" changed my thinking, Bf is = trash
they know nothing abt u, they have no initiave abt everything worst of all
they dun care u and shower u wif all the attention u want. It's sad tat most of the time when u give u dun get wat u want, when u keep on giving ppl take u for granted.
Even some of my friends takes me for granted, as if i owe them things. I feel so hurt, i think i dun wana trust anyone ever again. Even as "he" is online at msn, he dosen't even msg me at all the last time tat we chat on msn is abt 1/2 mth ago.
Does he still care ? i dun think so, each time i see "his" name on msn each time i sigh. I dun think he care i herby pronouse tat my heart for "him" is dead, i dun wana show anymore care/concern anymore. Does "he" judge me by looks or does he judge me by my heart? or juz playing wif me on msn treating me as a normal friend. No idea,
i have really no idea wat the hell is it all about. Sometimes juz treat me so cold, sometimes juz talk to me so much.

I think we have communication problem, he no longer talks to me as much as before.
I am sad to even think abt it now a days i dun even talk abt him to my gal pal, i told my best friend wat ever happens to him i dun wana care anymore coz i have been "frozen" for so long kept in the fridge.

Enough of him, *sigh* i cannot wear the damn dress for dinner .. i think i have to work very hard to fit into the dress .. which is beri hard leh .. how huh?
any ideas tat i can lose weight beri fast? lol..

Last 2nd day

well today is my last 2nd day working in Bishan, sigh .. alot of things happen there.
Nothing much for me to remember there .. and i think i dun wana remember anything there
:P anyway it's a new beginning from monday onwards no more afternoon lazy me for next week
it's totally morning shift wor :S:S:S awww~
i feel like killing my boss for putting me in morning shift lol juz joking ahaha, i juz realise tat i cannot function in the morning my bed is always calling me ~ ~

heh heh, bad news i juz discover tat i have dry eye :o! omg.. i think i am going to die soon :S
alot of things happening to my body >.< wth ..

Dry eye symptons

- ur eyes have tears more den normal
- ur eyes sees some black flying objects
- ur eyes have a "sand" grain feeling
and mostly ur eyes is itchy irritatable

>.<

i talk alot with my supervisor today, i am hoping to build a better relationship with her
lol she kept saying as if i am older den her LOL coz i know alot of things when some ppl dun even wana go through hygiene course while i am dying to go through that class lol.. and already i have some basic knowledge of food hygiene. Somemore i told her abt same food difference appearance different effect and different taste, why is it tat the same popiah different effect on the customers? There is a popiah stall in bishan, used to be there in the hawker center due to the overwhealming business queues. The stall owner decided not to rent the space to the uncle so the uncle went to the next place to sell popiah juz beside the hawker centre , there's Ah Mei's Kaya toast shop and the queue went there. While over at the stall owner side no one's queueing
why? it's in the food, the magic is all inside tat popiah.
she was so surprised by wat i said lol.. i hope tat when i go over to the other branch ppl would not be like the same current batch .. back stabbing ppl
:D

The wake of a shocking morning :o

By right, by now i should be sleeping in my bed like pig zzZZzz i was woken up by the voices of my parents. My dad is sick :o, he was shivering and unable to stand still zZZZzzzz
so he had to called up his boss to tell him tat he had to MC . I am shocked coz dad seldom gets sick, guess age does play a part of it and the next thing is fog.

Three more days to part wif current work place, sigh nothing for me to remember there
it's juz like him. There is nothing more for me to remember him, some one whom i like very much but i juz can't get him lol.. i am juz so naive. LOL thinking back all those things tat i have done i feel so silly ^^ Especially those ppl who complain me i wana thank them for
making me a better person making me to smarter the way i am now. Improving my service,
helping me to understand them more. In the area of wat the hell they are thinking lol, now i know they wana spend small amount of money but yet expect to be served like restaurant standard. heh heh service line is not ez

This is the final week~!

This is the final week i will be spending at the work place which i spend there for 2 yrs +
when this place is officially 3 yrs old i will be leaving to another outlet. Knowing new ppl,
ppl tat i dun know. haix anyway today Peggy cried until very hard, i dun know wat to say to her
but she juz kept crying saying tat everyone is leaving her behind. Well sad to say i am the only one tat is not sad to go out of this outlet because most of the time things tat are unhappy juz happen there .. complains etc etc, arguments wif the others but usually i am the one lose dun know why .. they says i am unreasonable blah blah .. so when they cry i won't cry i would be juz too happy to get out of tat place. I told peggy, time to move on and out of the comfort zone and into the danger zone. I know in my heart tat i have to grow more learn more things from other ppl this can be another chance of learning instead of staying there to rot and not bearing any fruit of progress.

Time to move on , to the fast and furious zone ^^