Depression

I am into deep depression, I am crying after every day's work Today is my 2nd day
I didn't eat much for the past 2 days and today from morning till now i haven eaten anything yet. I am just too sad to eat anything, i dun know why.. But i just feel like dying, I feel so miserable. Only if He can msg me on msn to encourage me for just this once, i really feel very miserable. I dun know why, i really feel like dying, taking panadol with coke with alot of panadol..
falling into deep sleep and not to wake up again i feel so miserable.
it's just because of jin feng tat bloody bitch.
i hate her far worst den Jenny, They are about the same lah. Why? they are all so proud of themself their english is equally bad.

I hate Jin feng, she is such a bloody bitch as if she is only the best the rest of the ppl are inferior to her. Pls la sweet she talk to those caucasion pronouse as "shit" Try as "tray"
-.- if ur english is bad dun fight with me to talk to a caucasion pls, they will think tat u are asking them to eat shit ^^