oh my gut, tomorrow is my last day in Bishan. haix i will miss the charcoal there ~ lol. The bloody next day, morning shift haix.
Why is it tat everyone around me keep on telling me abt bgr things? is BGR so important? i dun really think so, i used to think tat having a bf is good. Until "he" changed my thinking, Bf is = trash
they know nothing abt u, they have no initiave abt everything worst of all
they dun care u and shower u wif all the attention u want. It's sad tat most of the time when u give u dun get wat u want, when u keep on giving ppl take u for granted.
Even some of my friends takes me for granted, as if i owe them things. I feel so hurt, i think i dun wana trust anyone ever again. Even as "he" is online at msn, he dosen't even msg me at all the last time tat we chat on msn is abt 1/2 mth ago.
Does he still care ? i dun think so, each time i see "his" name on msn each time i sigh. I dun think he care i herby pronouse tat my heart for "him" is dead, i dun wana show anymore care/concern anymore. Does "he" judge me by looks or does he judge me by my heart? or juz playing wif me on msn treating me as a normal friend. No idea,
i have really no idea wat the hell is it all about. Sometimes juz treat me so cold, sometimes juz talk to me so much.
I think we have communication problem, he no longer talks to me as much as before.
I am sad to even think abt it now a days i dun even talk abt him to my gal pal, i told my best friend wat ever happens to him i dun wana care anymore coz i have been "frozen" for so long kept in the fridge.
Enough of him, *sigh* i cannot wear the damn dress for dinner .. i think i have to work very hard to fit into the dress .. which is beri hard leh .. how huh?
any ideas tat i can lose weight beri fast? lol..
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