Fail to die ~ I am still awake

Went home drink another 5 bottle of gaba nite and still awake .. Played audition .. Still not happy at all. Yea no one say it is his fault anyway not his fault too .. It is just that he is too selfish. He never think abt me he never care at all I die my problem that's all. Suddenly I realized man is so scary and so selfish ... They dun care how u feel ... They just indulged the attention u gave them endlessly .. If there is someone able to reformat my brain ~ pls reformat it now .. I don't want to remember anything abt him