First time in history

First time wear Loli at home dropping tears. I feel emotionally unstable despite I am going to a friend's wedding. Dunnoe even Loli for now doesnt make me happy anymore. Anyway I should have known it earlier, he calls me because he is bored. Probably ppl has new ppl to talk to hang out with ler ... Damn sad. Tmd make up smudged le T.T